Blazon3@yahoo.com

Subject: Clarification
Date: Wed, 4 Sep 2002 19:10:22 -0700 (PDT)

Hey you,

Thanks again for that personality test and also for the inner child piece :)

I am thinking that because I spoke out against Gloria on the board that you might have assumed I am angry with you as well. Just want to say that I am not. And what has happened with Gloria, has happened with Gloria, who is an entirely separate person than you. Just want to clarify.

I hope we can chat again soon!

Hugs and beautiful things for you,
Heather Levinski

----- Original Message -----
Sent: Thursday, September 05, 2002 3:37 AM
Subject: Re: Clarification


Hey

Well, to be perfectly honest about the situation, I am pissed at all of the people there who ganged up on her for posting NICE things. Remember that....she was posting hugs and stuff.. because she genuinely cares about people there and it made her feel good to think that maybe somebody would smile at a pretty little picture she added.. And Kali knew it was her. She wanted to be a part of something, she felt connected to some of those same people Heather and they TRASHED her, on the assumption that it was either her or me. No other reason. She said she was only there to make people smile when Eileen asked her. And Kali let it continue for TEN DAYS....all the attacks and slander and threats...until Glo finally had to speak out for herself.

Heather, she didn't do anything wrong....but you all managed to provoke her after her trying to keep her cool...keep Korah in...into an angry response which got her banned. Just where was the compassion for her? She is my best friend. She no longer trusts Kali and will likely never get the help she so desperately wants, needs and deserves. You were wrong for saying that she attacked or targeted Rain. She had tried to be nice to Rain.. had even posted a card to her.. Rain's first post when she returned was attacking of Gloria. This was not deserved. There shouldn't be celebration...there should be people at that Forum right now who ought to be looking very carefully at their part and feeling shamed.. remember all the words that were used and said to her...and remember too that she's only been out of hospital a short time.  Do you really think it was appropriate to treat her in the manner that she was treated??

She was posting nice little cards and not trying to hurt or stalk anyone. She only wanted to be a part of something....and that wasn't wrong of her. She wanted to leave the name ForeverTears behind, because she wanted to be able to get past it and to work through it all...but you guys didn't let her. And you didn't let up...even after her husband posted about how hurt she was...and how sad. Yes, Heather...I know I'm a separate person. I accepting my being banned, but this one is NOT all on Gloria.